My life, changes and LOVE.

I am a young child sleeping next to my big sister. I’m a wild sleeper. My legs wrapped around her’s. Arms unintentionally smacking her across the face. I feel LOVED by my family but life and it’s meaning confuses me.

I am a teenager with my own bedroom. A path from my bed leads to the my door. My cloths, books and everything else occupies the rest of the space. I meet a boy that changes my world and my outlook on life. I meet a God who gives me hope, meaning and shows me true LOVE.

I am a very young  wife and mother. I am worried the wild sleeper in me will hurt my baby. I am worried my messy habits with overwhelm me. I am overwhelmed with life but I want to be a good wife and mother. I know that God LOVES me but I don’t fully understand how to be close to Him. Watching the television comforts me and I decide I can never give it up. My temper is short because I don’t have enough control.

I am mother of a teenager, pre-teen and a toddler. Over the years I have learned that the wild sleeper in me stayed with the child I once was. I never grasped organizational skills so my messy habits did follow me from childhood. I have learned over the years that my God comforts me so I gave up the television for comfort. Life experiences have shown me the depths of Gods LOVE for me. My temper still gets the better of me.

I am a 38 year old mother of a young adult, teenager and 7 year old. I am a wife of 20 years to that same boy that changed my world and my outlook on life. I can see the lessons God has been trying to teach me. The closer I get to knowing God the more everything else falls into place. My cleaning and organizational habits are changing rapidly. I spend time with God everyday which is making life and it’s meaning clearer everyday and His LOVE is overwhelming me. The desire for control that I have finally handed over to God has curbed my temper. Knowing God more intimately is my desire for myself, my family and my friends. I look forward to the future and embracing a life full of continual changes, experiencing God’s LOVE and sharing it with others.

Happy Valentines Day!
I hope you know how much God LOVES you.

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